16. Depressed, Anorexic, Paranoia. I'm sorry that I'll never be good enough. I've been hurt so many times that I started to hurt myself. I don't feel alive, I don't feel anything. But you can count on me to fake a smile every.single.day. People always expect me to be perfect, but i'm only human... I can't try anymore. Who cares? I'll never be loved anyways.